Almost done with my finally year papers. Last one on this coming Thursday. I can't wait for it to be over but I still have no idea what I want to work as. =/

Anyway had kind of like some pre-post-exam celebration this weekend. Had lunch at pizza hut because bf got a voucher for free main course. He drove to town at my request because I wanted to walk around. I managed to get a pair of sandals and a few tops from F21. The dress from cotton on don't have my size. =/ I hope JP have it. =x dinner was at the HK cafe that we have been going to for the past few weeks. It's quiet and it open tills 1 or 2am. So it's a good place for supper, chill and chit chat. Love sitting there talking to him and laughing at each other. =D

That's how i spent my Saturday after two consecutive exams which sort of killed all my brain cells. Sunday lunch was my fav lei cha at his grandparents house. Recently I've been craving for lei cha. Healthy meal, I like. (: rest of the day was spent memorizing my last paper material. I didn't realise how much it has to memorize and I still thought I can start on Monday.

Last four days of suffering. Let's go!

Love,
Karie

I'm going crazy soon. In my heart, I thought I must be an idiot to get this module. The paper is unpredictable and I almost faint in the exam hall for prelim because the questions look very different from the past year exam. Alright I know it shouldn't be the same or maybe I just didn't practice enough. I hope this final paper will be a smooth sailing one for me.

Sister has been telling me I look total confident for this exam. PLEASE I must be confident ok! If not how to go for exam?

My nervous and fear are kept within and you will not want to see it! =D

Just a little rant while studying. (: Exam will be OVER in no time. Think on the bright side.

Love,
Karie

Since the first time I had happy meal with bf because I was too full to eat a meal, I started loving the toys given together with it. The cute toy is my latest collection. It can light up in pink! Lols I sounded so much like a kid. I think I am deprived of all the childhood memories. -.-

Oh and I am falling in love with the Gong Cha Milk Green Tea with Herbal Jelly. Yes must be with herbal jelly, because it makes it taste better. =D

Anyway since I am up early, I shall make full use of the time to study. 4 more days to my first paper. I can't wait for all these to end. Though I am still worried about being able to find a job but I guess worrying too much doesn't help.

Hope those who are having exam, work hard and all the best to you guys!

Love,
Karie

Finally had the last lesson of my uni life on Thursday. After lesson, walked over to NP to wait for sister. Had the nostalgic feeling when I walked pass the buildings where I once had lessons at for my three years of poly life. Time flies and now I'm gonna graduate from uni. =/

Yes, counting down to my first paper. Feeling nervous and I think this is the first time I tried to prepare so much for the exam. I practically study everyday and the only time I did not study is when I meet up with bf. But if I happened to bring my book/notes out, I will still be reading them when I have nothing to do at bf house. -.- I sound like I study a lot but alright I must admit, I do watch one or two variety shows a day. Work hard and play too, agree? =D

Ok time to sleep. Good night.

Love,
Karie

This is so much better than the ice blended mocha. Because the cold drink is too sweet for me. This hot coffee is a bit bitter but I like. (:

Today went over to bf house. Managed to memorize a tiny bit of stuff. But I think I practically wasted the whole day there. Had our dinner at Popeyes. I hope they can open one outlet in the west soon! So that we will not need to travel all the way to the east to satisfy our craving. -.-

Sigh exam is coming. I wish I can be more hardworking. =/

Love,
Karie

This is the second time that I try to publish this. =.=

Old school building. Bf commented that the bus interchange at Bukit Batok has been there for a long time. And when I looked up to the ceiling, I realised how pretty the design is. Definitely a 80's design. (: Look at the small things and you never know how all these can makes you smile.

I was really tired yesterday because I convinced myself to attend the morning lesson and got up at 7am. So in the afternoon, I felt really lethargic and decided to paint my nails. Wanted to try out the dip-dye nails design but apparently there's some "technical" problems involved and it failed badly. So the pretty blue shades didn't stay on my nails for long. T.T I changed it to the deep plum/maroon color. The consistency of this polish makes it dry kind of fast which is what I wanted. Because I got annoyed of the failed experiment earlier. I am sure going to try it out again. ^^

Love,

Karie

The clothes are mostly from Taobao's website. Sis got it for me when she was in China. Mad love all the lace and crochet. Gonna learn how to knit the crochet or do the crochet when the exam is over. It will be great if I can do something and wear it. (:

School has been boring. Lecturers going through the lessons all over and some are just plain boring. The only lesson that makes me feel like going is FR. Alright not that I love that module but I am a bit struggling with the accounting stuff. Gonna die in May for FR and ESAP because it's like a back-to-back paper on two days. But I believe I will survive. Please let me survive through the exam and enjoy!

Lastly, went to Jcube yesterday with bf for movie. Battleship. It isn't bad. But I must say it didn't meet my expectation. The action was great. But I think something is missing from the storyline. I don't know what is it but still it was a good movie. (: Didn't get to walk around Jcube since the we reached at close to 10pm for the movie. Many shops are still closed for renovation I guess. So people, do visit it some time later if you want to shop. But if you want to have a dinner, you can go there and take a look. Most of the eating places should be open already.

That's all for now.

Love,
Karie

想的是一套，说的是一套，做的又是一套。

也许不是每个人都是这样。但我承认我是。

因为我不喜欢，我恨，但是又觉得不是没有道理

我能理解，我也接受，但是久了，觉得有一点累。

我也许没资格说累，因为我所做的根本就还不够。既然不够那又这么会累呢？是这样吗？

真的还是不够吗？又或者我根本就是做错了？

不经意说出的话，是不是比较能代表心里真正的想法？是不是就更能让听的人痛不欲生？是不是不知道会更好？

进退两难。

自己总是觉得够了，但是别人不是这么想的。

为你好的人，会觉得还可以更好。

不为你想的人，可能会觉得太多又或者更本就不会在乎。

我知道，我都知道。但是心里莫名的悲伤就是挥之不去。

心里的不快与伤痛，连我都不能理解。你能吗？

Currently staying over at bf house. Studying for another module. This is the one which I worried the most. I really fear I might fail this module. I hope this fear will not come true.

Accompanied bf back to Jurong for his hair cut at Kelly's place. Told Kelly about the hair color I want. But she said my hair will get really dry if I dye such a bright color. Hmmm I should probably do some treatment or put some "oil" to make my hair healthier. Gonna wait till year end to do something to my hair again. Oh my curls are still as pretty as it is when I first permed it in September last year. Loving it. (: Kelly did a really good job. Friends are complimenting the curls.

Shall get back to my notes and sleep soon. Tomorrow most likely will be accompanying bf to his school to study. I wonder how's the environment there. Good night.

Love,
Karie